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Fractions of a Whole

by The Western Civilization

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1.
Noctambulism 04:57
Well I’m sleepwalking round’ your apartment And I’m feeling fucked up but nothing’s new I just know you’ve changed, it ain’t the same I swear that it's the truth Well I watch the light dance around your skin And you push me down You never let me in But it’s ok because I am afraid You know you can’t play this game with me I get all sorts of nervous anxiety When you’re around I wanna drown in your eyes It’s ok, it’s ok, It’s ok The carpet becomes a canvas for The lies you spilled on our bedroom floor I never asked you what you meant when you said “Hey I’m not ready for this” So I call you from the parking lot And I’m all strung out and my nerves are shot And I hear you laugh and clear your throat and say It’s ok, It’s ok, It’s ok
2.
Stitches 03:18
Our minds asleep and we're all going through the motions Like a ship to sea on some uncharted ocean Dream about the past you can’t go back Bet your father never told you that Look in the mirror here’s the root of all that’s evil Pulling stitches through the holes of all these people Tie the knot before it closes back Bet you wish you could let go of that It’s hard to stare at your broken soul You had a hard time but you never let it show Too ashamed of the things you’ll never know Our little fractals make the fractions of a whole Break all the records in our broken home Find all the fractures in our fragile bones Clean all the corners of this unclean mind You’ll find the answers when the timing's right He’s lead the wolves into the front door of your home It starts to fall apart before it ever forms Try to stop yourself you can’t hold back Little voices should have told you that Our minds asleep and we're all going through the motions Like a ship to sea on some uncharted ocean Dream about the days you can’t go back Bet your mother never warned you of that
3.
Read what your bible says and practice what you preach The taste of bullshit in-between your teeth You’d take it back if you really gave a damn but it doesn’t matter now and you don’t know who I am Read what your bible says and practice what you preach The weight of fools gold in-between your teeth It doesn’t matter what you say or think No it doesn’t matter now No it never meant a thing And you’ve got your animosity A thousand prophets at your feet And a head full of chemistry And you black out all the empty words There’s nothing left but nouns and verbs And an empty set of eyes Jump in the river, try to cleanse your soul The tide will wash away our filthy words The preachers praying and you need his grace It won’t save a wretch like me I won’t see the pearly gates Read what your bible says and practice what you preach The taste of bullshit in-between your teeth It doesn’t matter what you say or think No it doesn’t matter now no it never meant a thing And you’ve got your animosity A thousand prophets at your feet And a head full of chemistry And Oh, the world it trembles neath’ your feet Like puzzle pieces glued so neat You’ve got it all so who needs me Take all your medicine and lose a lot of sleep The weight it cracks your chest but you don’t say a thing It’s turning colder but you never go outside No, it doesn’t matter now No, it’s all a bunch of lies
4.
A Heart served on a silver platter Suspended by strong see-through strands of silk I see you and You wonder if it’s “Art” You gaze at the shoreline I stare out at the waves I don’t know how you found me but, please don’t ever go away The garden looks just like a war zone Where’s the soil, the seed, the sun, the heart, the earth? It’s buried beneath the Christmas tree from last year I don’t know how you found me but, I’m so glad you're here I believe in you I believe in you My heart longs for the time you loved me But I’m no longer someone set inside your sights You gave up on me, and I believe you had the right I don’t know where you went to but, I miss you tonight
5.
You live if you’re lucky then you die And I’ve seen a few things that I wish I hadn’t seen But I won’t hide my head in fear or in shame And I’ll see more before my time’s through Now I think my life’s been a joke for a while And there’s a hundred million places or things I’d rather be But I don’t know just how to start or even find my own way out the door. Someday the dark is gonna chase out the light We’ll trade the mountains and the trees and all the birds and all the bees for icy fields and frozen streams So I say, “man, better get yours while you can” Cause’ Mother Earth is gonna shake us like a sickening disease There’ll be nowhere left to run and hide from our atrocities And we all know the jig is up and we’ve been caught drunk and high behind the wheel I’ve been called a piece of shit and called a saint And I know from time to time I haven’t done the brightest things But all my friends I wish you love, I wish you peace, and to my enemies the same Cause’ it’s hard just being human with all these wants and all these needs All this cursed higher consciousness and bouts with brain disease All you can do is play the hand that you’ve been dealt and try to love with all your might Cause’ I feel black, I feel white, I feel heavy, I feel light I think I’m just a little fried but maybe onto something right But man it’s hard to see the road with heavy eyes when you just want to go to sleep When the ships have all sailed from the bay Maybe someday down the line in some greater place or greater time We will find out who we are or what we are And that we’re maybe all the same So let’s all stand up to the demons that still haunt us from our past We can scream at them and tell them that we’re not so fucking bad But we still need some time to heal and wipe this dirty filthy guilt off of our hands
6.
Fool 05:02
Take a breath and then you let out a sigh Feels so much better when you hear yourself lie Whatever makes you fall asleep tonight Don’t let it haunt you when you turn out the lights I let it roll off the tip of your tongue You say you missed me and you knew I was the one But I can spot a false prophet in the sky Can see the bullshit in your pretty brown eyes Don’t let it haunt you when you fall asleep You’ll play me for the fool Don’t let it haunt you when you fall back to sleep You’ll play me for the fool We'll play this game of cat and mouse Force a home into a rented house Reproduce the worst parts of ourselves Then pawn our problems off on someone else You’ll make excuses for the way that I am Don’t ever sleep and you’re getting too thin Sign the Christmas cards from both of us Your son won’t see you for a couple of months I said I miss him and I meant to write But your not there to tuck him in at night What a way to fuck him up for good He’ll probably never get over this Don’t let it haunt you when you fall asleep You’ll play him for the fool Don’t let it haunt you when you fall back to sleep You’ll play him for the fool
7.
My Mess 03:49
And oh, the words get carried into Outer Space And my eyes hide from the room like they’re ashamed And I don’t think I exist unless I’m gone And my body aches to find it’s own way home And oh, rub your eyes adjust It’s all a dream Can’t relive all those nightmares scene by scene Reality has taken its toll on me And nothing is as lovely as it seems And oh, your logic tries to comprehend my mess And I put all of our memories straight to bed I never feel at home until I’m free And something in this town is changing me Tell me there’s no hope inside these words Clean all of the dead beneath my skin Tell me it’s alright to feel alone Tell me it’s alright to start again
8.
Gonna ask you to guard this here tree for me Gonna ask you to carry all of Mankind’s sin and iniquities She’s gonna smell of sin for eternity And bleed She’ll bleed Are you ready to slither on the grass Cause’ you’ll always be attacked With the weight of the world on your back You’ll shed your skin but you’ll never be new again Hallelujah Hallelujah This split tongue can barely scream your praise so glory, hallelujah This split tongue can barely speak your name so glory, hallelujah This split tongue can barely scream your praise so This split tongue, this split tongue Hold you up and dance beneath the stars Make them immortal and adorn them with each scar I’ll ask a great man to part the sea Could you prove that his word’s coming from me Tell me am I the saint or the snake Am I the canvas or the paint Am I the crown so closely intertwined With the immortal or with the divine Hallelujah
9.
Can someone tell me where I’m going I’m disinclined to trust my eyes Yeah I keep waking up in places I can’t seem to recognize And I’m always coming or I’m going I can’t seem to just it still Maybe if I just keep moving, I’ll find some comfort in the thrill I’m trying to love love love my time here Cause’ yeah I guess that’s all I’ve got But I can’t help but hate the way things truly have become So I’ll find some beauty in the making In that near yet distant past And look for hopeful signs of progress Just pray the chaos brings it back Are we ever gonna’ find our way We run in circles every day just searching for some truth We’re chasing dragons covered up in snow And taking pills to ease the flow of our thoughts and minds and we just can’t get out of this All those Bushes, Dicks, and Cheyneys... they pulled the wool over our eyes Gave us fear and war on terror But now the ocean’s on the rise It’s gonna’ wash over this great land Send us back from where we came Trump our so called hope and progress Drown our fortune and our fame We better change our evil ways We better run for higher ground Start doing shit that matters Start trying to figure some things out I know the truth it isn’t pretty But man, we don’t have that much time You better find some kind of meaning Before it’s covered up in lies Are we ever gonna’ find our way We run in circles every day just searching for some truth We’re chasing dragons covered up in snow And taking pills to ease the flow of our thoughts and minds and we still can’t get out of this shit I’m trying to love love love my time here Cause’ yeah I guess that’s all I’ve got But I can’t help but hate the way things truly have become So I’ll find some beauty in the making In that near yet distant past And look for hopeful signs of progress
10.
Proselytism 04:21
I’ll take first watch beneath the bed Cold ears to hardwood floors and When you hold your breath I can hear her pacing footsteps One eye opened one eye clenched Could not save me from any of this You mirror what you see Too bad you don’t see me at all Can I please go back in time Before the definition of Shame and insecurity Really got a hold of me Before I gave it space to breathe It became a monster Can I please go back in time Before you made me so afraid of The love I have inside of me Reciprocate it honestly Before you were the enemy You became the monster Deep Inside of me

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released February 16, 2024

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